Im truly sorry..
Didnt mean to hurt yanjun.. unintentionally i did..
I just hope someone can understand my frustrations.. support me..
Yanjun telling me that I need to change..
Guess i have also reached my limits.. tired to change yet no positive outcomes..
Am i really that stuborn?
Trying hard to stand up after setbacks.. maybe i do not deserve support anymore..
Im sad not becoz of the nasty ppl out there.. but y didnt she understand me..
No matter how much i teared.. i tried.. maybe is too late now..
Right now.. how i wish i can die..
Im useless to escape.. but i think i really need to..